when the sun comes up in the morning
(I sleep on my belly so it’s always from my left)
I awaken to
that lovely golden light
and
I’m usually alone
and I sometimes (but not always) wonder why the most
beautiful woman in the world is not sleeping there next to
me?
I deserve her, I think, I deserve
her.then I get up
go to the bathroom
splash water on my facelook into the
mirrorshudder a bit
in
disbeliefthen
go sit down on
the ivory
stoollet it all
goexcept for the
realitywhich
no amount
of
efficient
modern
plumbing
canwhirl
away.— Charles Bukowski
What could this
hairy mammal desire —
to be cast in bronze,
or to have its heart cased in railings?No. Only
to sink
his clanging
bell
into
womanly
softness.- Mayakovsky
Erotism: Death and Sensuality
(Introduction)
(Source: thenmyrasaid)





